Monday, July 5, 2010

I Hate My Friends... v____v

Not completely. But I am quite pissed. This is turning out to be a totally not fun summer. I mean, yeah, I've done a few fun things, but it's not nearly enough. I can list them all right here:

  • Went swimming a couple times with Tyler
  • Went to the carnival with Tyler
And I believe that's it. I missed the parade AND the fireworks last night!
Also, my friends in Virginia barely text me!
And to top it all off, for the second week in a row, now, I have only been given ONE LOUSY DAY OF WORK! Don't they realize how negatively that's going to affect my paycheck?! Obviously they do, but why don't they care?! Just because I'm only working part time, doesn't mean I don't need money!
I'm going to talk to someone about it, see if I can bargain with them...I don't want to get switched to full time, but with the way things are going now, I'm sure nobody would miss the time not spent with me. They don't seem to have time for me, so I won't have time for them. But gawd....the overtime hours are ridiculous....not looking forward to that if I actually DO end up doing that.....what if they won't even let me? Positive thinking, Indigo...positive thinking.

It's sad that Tyler seems to be the only friend I have right now (I can't get a hold of Cyclops by phone...and thusly can't get ahold of him at all). Kristina wants us to hang out more...I know I should but...I don't know, she wanders around a lot, and I don't particularly like following people around. But she went to see Eclipse and Tyler hates the Twilight saga, and Brandon is out of the picture, and I told her I wanted to take her to see it my first time. Hopefully today if she's not busy. If she is, I'm totally going by myself, even if that's lame. And it's not like everyone else just abandoned me....we just stopped talking, and we don't see each other. I suppose it's mostly my fault for not making more friends and scoring more phone numbers, but I'm just a really picky person: I'm picky about food, clothes, friends/people I talk to, books, music, movies, etc. I don't really consider it a problem, though.
Well I don't expect anyone to read this since it's just a long, ranting complaint about how my life is a little suckish at the moment. It's not even a big deal. I'll just stop talking to everyone and let them come to me if they want to, with the exception of Jazz.