Thursday, February 4, 2010

Ever Wish You Were A Kid Again?

Lately I've been thinking about the things I grew up with when I was little...my favorite little kids' song used to be one that went:

"There were ten in the bed and the little one said, "Roll over, roll over."
So they all rolled over and one fell out..."

I actually sang it at lunch today. Not the whole thing, just the part I typed.

I miss being able to play with toys...I was still playing with barbies when I was twelve, but that's because I was a loser and a loner.
I didn't like my stepmother very much, so I holed up in my room all the time.
I was very imaginative then, and still am to this day. If you gave me a set of barbies right now, there is no doubt I would be able to have some fun with them...even if it involved matches. *evil laugh*
No, but I'm just kidding. I miss my Beanie Babies most of all.
I mean, all of those were gifts...I didn't play with them, I mostly just held them because a lot of them are really soft.
Doris (my ex-stepmother), boxed them all up after I went with Ebby to live with Mom.
I haven't seen them since.
Yeah, but anyway...I've also been seeing people do those old Patty Cake hand songs....or whatever you call them.
I do miss being a kid sometimes, but I remember wishing that I couldn't wait to grow up.
My sister's are 3 years older than I am, and watching them grow up...well they were very popular and I kept thinking that my life would be a lot like theirs (minus certain details)...They made it look so easy and fun.

My life is easy and fun...but I do need to get my priorities straight.
I'm happy because there's a chance that I could get the job at Stockman's (which is the one I want most).
I'm praying hard for it; I just need to be faithful.
Interview's are next week, and I need to check in on my applications every so often (I'm thinking every 4-5 days).
So yeah...I do feel a little bit better.
I still need to work on driving, though.
I'm starting to give a lot more consideration to having my lovely boyfriend teach me. I wonder what that would be like.

1 comment:

  1. Yeah I wish I could play with paper bag puppets without anyone looking at me weird...*sigh* Anyway good luck for your job at Stockmans! I hope you get it! My grandma worke there! Sorry random topic anyway good luck and driving... urg My aunt won't let me get my permit because my older cuz just got his license and now she doesnt want me to leave too (this is just my personal guess but I know I'm right, at least patially)
    -AuthorOfTomorrow

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